pulitika---my level

one time last year, i really contemplated on running for office in the ESC the following year(4th year by then) thinking na by that time ready na ako and kumbaga alam na ang pinapasok ko. pro it all changed come 4th year first sem....sobrang frustrating ung sem na un for me, to the point na my self-confidence was way low and that time i also began to doubt/question my capabilities whether or not deserving ba ako (na tumakbo man lang)... pro despite that im more than thankful pa rin for the outcome of the previous sem, sobrang halos igapang ko kasi xa... oh well... i know i can do something im just so damn afraid! i have this fear of rejection and embarrassment kasi(if there's such a thing)! besides, maybe it's just me and my paranoia coz i feel na andami kong ka-cold war most especially sa strangers...heheÜ anyway, still haven't decided yet what my next move will be talaga.... i have to take into account also what i said last year, sabi ko kasi kay kuya joe should he have a job the following year(now) tatakbo ako, kasi xa sponsor ko!hahaÜ at may job nga xa, june pa lang!hala!

tawa lang ako dun sa analogy nina ate cheryll na ang pag-join sa engg week activities (esp ung major events) e similar sa pag-aartista. kumbaga, join ka muna events tas saka takbo sa ESC. artista muna bago pulitika!hahaÜ

sa ibang dako ng pulitika. grabe ang ganda ng EEE building. sobra!it's as if wla ako sa UP. what i mean here is that compared sa eng'g building malayong maganda xa. i have nothing against them kasi kumbaga kailangan nmn tlga sa field nila but then again i hope that since the new dean used to be the chair of the EEE dep't i hope that it translates to better facilities and improved engg!Ü problem is, i have but one more year(assuming smooth sailing lang!lol!Ü) to go and i seriously doubt kung maabutan ko ung mga renovations and improvements. tas regarding nmn sa improvement ng ChE lab(specifically ung equipments) mas malabo pa ata un coz accdg nga kay sir nato, an equipment such as a boiler would already cost millions!whew!

anyway, gtg now. need to do some more research and afterwards read, do homework...heheÜ and then sleep!Ü