edit: I feel better now. just had to vent out. Lord, thanks for the reminders, signposts, checkpoints and for friends... all these kind of puts everything into perspective... this frustration shall pass and I'll get over it. Life goes on and Everyday is a gift ^_^
i have to get this out of my chest
i was really craving for something
so much i was willing to trade something potentially big or should i say something i was also waiting for, for the other...
where's the tradeoff now? so much for complaining and now i'm left with nothing...
guess this is to remind me to count my blessings
and not to trade something that was not even in my hands...
this sucks... big time...
seriously my patience is running thin...
sick and tired of...
yeah deep down, i am disappointed, frustrated... affected...
life...
time to play those happy tunes
arashi
perfume
bob sinclair
jai ho
etc
***below is an outcome of a pep-talk with someone... thanks!
"just got frustrated about it but it's more on me ending up empty-handed
like i said where's the trade-off
but i'm just trying to think that maybe what i want requires something bigger so maybe this is just part of it
so i just have to bear with it
just have to rant i guess..."
