in trying to protect myself, i end up hurting the people around me...
in trying to avoid getting hurt, i end up inflicting pain to those who are dear...
and then i wonder
why i feel bad?
once the dust settles, the realization dawns and the guilt takes over
always i hope it is not too late
and in the end, i brought pain, hurt to myself.
self-inflicted.
i hope this will all be over soon. admittedly, i am no longer able to handle things well and the more i am plunging into the pit of chaos. before i lose any dignity and respect left, may this come to pass. for what is left of the hurdle, i hope i can keep it together. i am tired.
minna-san gomen...
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