Friday, March 11, 2005

one fine day turned ugly

induction namin yesterday as the new set of ESC officers, batch 05-06. started at around 10am but came in late as i had to make takas pa from my EEE lab class. and ang layo nun from eng'g! anyway, the event was not that dramatic, no tears or anything but nevertheless super memorable. ganda/symbolic din kasi ung test tubes na tinurn over samin ng ChE reps 04-05. tapos we each had a copy of our oath and inside the piece of paper was our duplicate copy of the key to the ESC office. somehow, for me, nung na-receive ko ung key nawala ung hiya ko and ilang na magpunta sa ESC office. now that i have my own key, ramdam ko na talaga na ESC officer ako...

after the oathtaking ceremony, we headed na outside the theater since food comm mem ako. grabe mga eng'g people talaga, basta may libreng pakain!!!! ubos ang food and kawawa ung iba na nakapila pa...

***miss Dr. Escoto na! what's gonna happen to our ChE123 class??? since November we had around like 11-12 meetings pa lang!***

nung hapon nmn, GA sa prime and sa ALCHEMES buti na lang separated by just one floor ung venue so it was easy to attend both. first stop, since nde pa nastart GA sa ALCHEMES, GA sa PRIME. election ng new set of PRIME officers, na-elect si Albert sa VP for FINANCE. and then planning naman after ng victory party. was set on March 30, overnight. boy oh boy! dami overnight thingy hindi ko na alam pano ifilter pra mapayagan pa ako pumunta!!! (ESC planning sem, ALCHEMES sem-ender, family vacation...) my dad is so against pa man din sa mga overnight!!! my mom told me si papa daw e kabado when i drive home late and lalo daw pag commute lang... (lately kasi napipilitan din ako magcommute by myself ng around past 10pm! scary!!) hindi daw shado makatulog....

anyway, after ng GA sa PRIME, ALCHEMES nmn! mej naiyak ako konti dun sa mga speech ng outgoing execomm. ganda din nung ppt presentation/tribute for the outgoing execomm and graduating students na hinanda ng incoming execomm... sana kami rin by the time na kami naman ang grad (hopefully next year) e may mas touching (gusto ko mag-iiyakan tipong kahit mga NR mapapaiyak! nyahaha:D ) din na tribute for us. super hanga lng tlaga ako kay sir nato... super supportive xa sa org. imagine, he was there sa GA (by the time i left -- 8:50 he was still there) and he lent us ung LCD projector ng dept... in my opinion he too deserves to be given a tribute/a token of some sort. ang sarap kasi ng feeling na pati adviser ng org sobrang mahal din nia ang org at prang mga anak nia kami...

MAKE A DIFFERENCE. BREAK FREE

anyway, nagpadaan me sa dad ko since galing nmn xa Bataan kya nde q na ntapos/narinig ung mga speech ng new execomm. to make this blog short, my day turned ugly when my dad and i had an argument. although we argue a lot sometimes my fault sometimes his, this one was different. he literally kicked a plastic chair which almost hit me, while shouting in an angry tone: "GET OUT!"(3x ata). got scared but still mad at the same time. he told me na ang bastos ko and that sumasagot ako and wala akong galang. although there are really times na i'm like that kapag mainit ang ulo ko(the blame really was on me), this was different coz i really felt i didn't do anything wrong. ayoko lang magpatalo, and i felt i had a point that's why i kept on answering him back. siguro nga lang, medyo hindi na maganda tone ng voice ko but it was never my intent na manigaw. tendency ko lang na maging "hyper" magsalita especially if i feel strongly about the issue. while outside crying, i thought what if i climb our wall and take a walk outside... but didn't do it kasi: 1- may tao sa labas, baka magka-idea magnanakaw how to get in! hehe:) 2- will make matters worse and 3- not the person na gagawa ng ganun. besides, pra un lang mag-iinarte na ako ng ganun ka-grabe. anyway, after a while my dad let me in din nmn. seeing siguro that i just kept quiet outside(nde nagdabog or anything) wla nga lang pansinan. na-reach nia lang siguro sukdulan ng patience nia sakin. but i'm glad that he's my dad coz not once in my life na napalo/nasaktan nia ako physically... tas ito pa if nde nangyari yun, feeling ko kami naman ng bro ko ang nagkasagutan coz binara q xa and napikon xa. damn! ba't ba kasi ang taray ko masyado!

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