last night

at natapos na rin ang eng'g week 2004. gaya ng inisip ko hindi matatapos ang linggong ito ng hindi ako mamaos. for the sake of the org nga naman oo! our candidate, maella jabongga was great! though he este she pla(miss engg nga) didn't receive any award pra sakin the best pa rin xa. proud pa rin ako sa kanya coz no joke nmn ang sumali sa miss eng'g. besides ang ganda nya!!!!!!!!!sobra!kakain-love nga e. hehe:) kakatibo!hehe:) FYI:ang miss eng'g ay pa-contest ng mga tunay na lalaki --->bawal bading! na mag-cross dress at mag-asal babae beauty contest style. ultimo swimsuit meron. o db?:) anyway, at kahit pagod at puyat ang mga tao dahil sa pag-career sa EWOC---pagsali sa minor events, pagpunta sa mga night events at ang sumisingit na academics(hehe), na sobrang nakaka-low batt e sige pa rin sa pag-cheer!yan ang eng'g week. either BSEng'g week ka at lahat ay sasalihan mo na pumapasok ka lang para maglaro sa kung anu-ano or studyante pa rin na may org na tinatantiya kung kailan aabsent at hindi pra maglaro.hehe:) bukod sa nakakadrain ng energy, nakakabutas din ng bulsa. pro kahit na, k lang nmn kasi enjoy naman. and i am really proud of my org because though we missed two night events(indakan and awitan) we were still able to make it to 6th place from 9th place last year! and to think that the ALCHEMES is way too young compared to the other orgs being just almost six years old while the others were like 50, 69 etc. that's the spirit. Our motto for the Eng'g week was ALCHEMES HAVE FUN and we did. there were instances though na napikon kami and medyo "nakipag-away" pro ayos na. nacorrect na ang mali. Still a lot of room for improvement, and talo pa rin kami sa tao kasi sobrang multi-tasking ang ibang mems wag lang madefault sa ibang events. pro it's ok, we're learning and growing. i think that this year's eng'g week performance is some sort of a sign of the potential of ALCHEMES. of course, for the other orgs it doesn't matter kung nasa top ten ka o hindi. hindi hayok kung baga. pro as to whether or not career ulit ang eng'g week next year depends if someone objects kasi sa nakikita ko ngayon, career ulit xa.:)

matapos pla ang announcement ng top ten, sumama muna ako sa orgmates ko sa bonding session. wla lang hehe:) came home mga 3am na... nasabihan ako... hay salamat hindi na sermon ngaun. buti naman mejo nagluluwag na ng konti.:)

finally decided, given the chance ok lang sakin to run for office sa student council. dati i had doubts kasi mej hindi maganda performance ko last sem and tsaka feeling ko matatalo ako. pro ngaun nagbago na oultook ko, k lang kahit matalo ako at least i tried. charge to experience kumbaga. shado kasi ako sigurista, gusto ko ung sasalihan ko kailangan i perform well... ito ang naidudulot ng or ko sa akin - growth, experience, camaraderie, support, a family in UP. tas ang adviser namin - Sir Nato - sobrang supportive, prang kids nya kami. :)
something came up here at home...napaiyak ako... na-hurt ako... i hope he grows... i hope na ung pain na na-feel ko e maalala ko pra i won't cause the same kind of pain kina mama...