bitter???????????

stupid mouse!--and now i have to start from scratch again. done posting kanina e na-delete. ulit!

just got home around 1:30am. was the first main event for engg week - smoker's nyt. "babuyan ng orgs".... oh well, dami kong sentiments... basta, sobrang love ko tong org na to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to the extent na wasn't able to go home immediately,even after the event's winners were announced before 12am... kasi was terribly sad, kinailangan magpalipas. hehe:)

Nikki's post sa yahoogroups: >peram Nikki ha?:)
Congratulations to usWe lost but we wonbecause people congratulate us although we didn't baganythingbecause it's their loss that they didn't listen or letanyone else listen to what we had to saybecause we know that we're not as shallow as everyoneelsebecause we had fun dancing like crazy onstage... andeven out on the roadbecause we have the best people to be affiliated with.I don't know how many times we've shouted this allweek... but... it still feels nice to remember usshouting..."UP ALCHEMES: Make a difference. Break free."

come to think of it, there just maybe something far greater waiting for us...(in His time) besides, tama sila coz somehow we should be thankful kasi 1) may pumansin sa performance natin, and 2)threatened sila which only goes to show na people have to be careful kasi "lampayatot man pro deadly to" MAY LABAN 'TO! it's possible din nmn na they want us to make ganti na, but we can't do that. that's not our kind of game. it's the reason, why i joined alchemes in the first place. ang tanong hanggang kailan magtitimpi?sometimes, one just have to cry foul!!and say, what the?PU*TAN**NA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmmm... nakaalmost 20 na malutong na ganyan ngawa ko today e!akalain mo!hehe:)but as the other members said, yes it's natural to feel bad but leave all of it in this night and do what needs to be done...syeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!love ko toh!:)

ok lang sigurong matalo, if naiparating mo ung mensahe mo and then ok hindi nila type/gets. pro ang hindi maiparating, mej iba ata un. anyway, oh well. nuff said, need to sleep na rin thus leave this here... **pro kung sa bagay, babuyan really is the name of the game. pro it's up to us whether to join or not. pro ika nga e, make a difference, break free db?**

halley, i feel ur sadness and disappointment. k lng yan, buddy. alchemes is more than just an org, it's family kaya don't fret pare-pareho tayong nalungkot. and malamang with an even greater drive and conviction to do better!:) byron, kaya yan!bilib pa rin ako sau no matter what!:) bhodz, kat, fantastic fillers, 8 superheroes, props, technicals! astig pa rin kaio!!!!!!!!!!:) mark, buddy and argel pla thanks ha?senxa sa abala and kung kulit ko... hehe:)

more posts to come... ryt now, im out. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... beauty rest pra study nmn sa es12.:)