i am watching everybody's life pass me by...
such is the tragedy of my existence...
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i don't want to be alone...

i'm starting pick myself up again...
although i haven't hit ground zero...
still i'm falling...
i'm wondering if i should let this be for once...
but i don't want to waste...
and watch people go...
i don't want to be a waste...
why am i drawn to complicated matters...
please be patient with me...
only time will tell...
Lord, please help me...