Friday, January 27, 2006

trip lng...

gusto kong malasing....

  • nde dahil sa uulitin lang naman namin ang plant design namin na kung tutuusin e noong nakaraang sem pa namin sinimulan...
  • nde dahil sa ang hirap lang naman sakyan nung mood swings nung plant design adviser namin...
  • nde naman dahil sobrang stressful ang papalapit na graduation... un ay kung makakagraduate nga ako...
  • nde naman dahil sa nawalan na ako ng gana pang habulin pa ang pag-graduate with honors dahil sa reason 1 and 2... nagfi-filing lang pala ako na makakagraduate on time...
  • nde dahil sa madami pang kailangan gawin at kakaunti na lang ang nalalabing oras...
  • nde dahil sa wala pala talagang kasiguraduhan na i'll graduate on time...

dahil kasi ala lang trip ko lang...

{pro seryoso, nde naman dahil lang sa lahat ng iyan! simple lang, dahil sa lalaki! naman! hindi! although all of them could be reasons or at least part of why i want to get wasted... but maybe i just miss that kind of feeling... of being NOT in control... of being "free of pretensions and/or apprehensions"... maybe i just wanna say/do something but i know is not the "normal me" so at least i have the "i-was-wasted-so-i-don't-know-what-i'm-saying/doing-and-hopefully-i-won't-remember-a-thing-so-don't-remind-me-or-mind-what-i'm-saying-or-doing" excuse. maybe i'm just addicted or i enjoyed the feeling of a different kind of high or sort of freedom alcohol affords me... is it bad?should i be alarmed because i feel this way? the downside however, is when one becomes too wasted or one becomes a spectacle everybody will talk about the following morning. so one should chose who to drink with and their drinking capacities should be comparable to one's own...}

nde q pa nasagot ang tawag ng hp nung isang araw... hirap ng minamalas...
tama na nga angal... nasasayang ang oras...

haaay, buti nalang me naimbentong hotness... at... un lng pla... kakalungkot pala ung iba... ehehe:D pdeng rason pala para uminom ung iba... hehe:D

prang ang sarap tuloy mag-jaipur! waaah! kath, balik ka na! nde ganito na lang pra nde shado sad! bilisan mo jan ha?:D

2 comments:

Patrick See said...

hapit lang. kapit lang. 'wag bibitaw til the last day. GOD Bless! =)

Anonymous said...

ayos lng ang ganyang feeling. wala tayung magagawa. talagang babalik at babalik yan from time to time (gaya ngayon). nak ng pating gusto ko ring malasing! gusto man kita samahan kaso lipad hindi lakad ang kailangan kong gawin. kainis!

kaya yan. ansarap nmn tirisin ng proff nyo.pero cge lang, gawin ang lahat ng makakaya. wag susuko. kaya nyo yan:).

kelan kaya magkaakron ng MRT na from California to Makati? bibili na ko ng year pass pag ganun. malamang every friday anjan ako, ant malamang sa malamang, Jaipur na ang bahay-tulouyan na tin tuwing sasapit ang biyernes.

miss na kita! sabay tayo huminga ng malalim:-)

breaktime ka muna; think of hotness for the meantime heehee.