sweet escape...

i want one
no make that I need one!

someplace where the scenery's great, the sand, shore and water's nice and get tan lines (ok the last is a plus)

the parentals wouldn't let me go out today/tom or basically this week though... guess it's never really been our practice to make holy week some sort of a vacation/holiday or something.

gonna be my sacrifice...

but after this i REALLY hope i'd get to go to some beach...

waiting...

so what's gonna happen now? i guess i'm really just a passive participant in this life... just watching and waiting... if you need a push, help me decipher signs because really i'm a very slow and naive person...

ouch!

i need to stop dreaming ("still dreaming")... it ain't that bad but there's still a little ouch there... still this is good coz i think through this i know i am human... capable of feeling and it somehow helped me to open up a bit...