always like this...

i'm always like this... i want this but it's starting to get bad and out of hand... damage control has to kick in...
if i don't it's gonna start to hurt soon... =(

when will it be me?

deep down i'm wishing there's something... there's more... oh well me and my overactive mind... this has got to stop...

it's a start though, at least i know i'm still human capable of feeling something... maybe i shouldn't really close my door shut and let the breeze come in... who knows? In His time... let His will be done...

it's like i waited my whole life for this one night...
pardon while i burst into flames

end of outburst. bow... spare me, this is rare....

"You are stubborn, rigid, complicated and neurotic."

i didn't know i could be summed up in those four words. although i can think of other words such as bipolar, volatile, moody, clumsy, analytical/logical it kinda hits home eh...

and yeah fickle pala and right now there's something bothering me because deep down i wish... (and yes this is another story)