Thursday, August 16, 2007

lakwatsera? not quite!


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my facebook fortune cookie read:
YOU WILL LOSE SOMETHING AND FIND IT AGAIN...
hmmmm... whatever it is that's good news =) hahahaha
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

storm's over... (for now)

i hope... for real... =)

suddenly i feel unaffected... finally the emotions have subsided... =) but it could be because my attention got diverted to other stuf (ie strict parentals)... good thing we played badminton, else i would have had the time to dwell and feel extremely angry about it... maybe i'm partly at fault but the heck i'm freaking 2x years old already! what do they want me to do, go out during the day only???!!!! that's so high school (but since they're strict for me that doesn't even apply). maybe they are hoping that i can be like a homebuddy or something BUT i want to LIVE life in my own little way you know! it's not that excessive actually. i know my limits and wouldn't do anything irresponsible that would compromise myself and my safety at the very least.... it's august. it's my birthmonth... going to be another year older... it seems to me na tumatanda akong paurong... i don't want to be like other people trying to turn back the time and "relive" their "missed out life". (case in point, married but buhay single)... haaayyyy... so much for hoping to celebrate this month with a bang... or at least in a somewhat grown-up my age way... lucky me... no BOOOOO ME!

other news: tired of this roller coaster emotion of hoping and getting disappointed... rest muna... kung wala e di wala! leche!>>>bitter syempre hahahaha

Saturday, August 11, 2007

roller coaster week

onion-skinned = joyce

Moody Mach on the loose again! geek mode, for the benefit of non-Chem engg peeps and because i want to blab: Moody, if i remember correctly refers to a diagram we used for referencing the Reynold's number which is the ratio of inertial forces to viscous forces and the friction coefficients. Meanwhile, Mach refers to the number that you can use to determine the type of flow in comparison to the speed of sound. so yeah feel free to correct me ChE friends! hehehe =)

been extremely moody for this week but mostly my mood seemed to have matched the weather. at the same time i had this seemingly insatiable hunger that i kept on craving for food. imagine, right after dinner i'll already be thinking of what I'm going to eat when I get home! talk about buhay baboy. good thing i finally felt full today! hahaha =) i guess it's the hormones acting up... Or

there's something really bothering me (could be age/bday related)... so how should i call it, pre mid-life crisis??? hopefully this episode ends soon... hope the subic escapade pushes through (but i gotta get the permits/clearances from the parentals first!)... i'm not exactly stressed but i think i need the trip too since bangkok is a no-go already... *sweet escape*

this is not rock-bottom but gravity has pulled me i guess where i should really be. i must have forgotten that only our spirits can fly and what i've been seeing and feeling was an illusion or a dream. With all that's been happening I seem to have lost myself again and can't find Me. BUT this shouldn't stop me from turning dreams into reality, from making illusions come to life, from living life! Can I actually do this?

*if i turn into another, dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me...*

I can only hope...and here I thought... I built castles in the air... and I'm back to zero again. But then again, did I really go beyond zero? it was just a figment of my imagination... and i'm at fault because I knew. But I have to admit, I had fun building the castle or at least tried to build one...

*you don't mean nothing at all to me... but you got what it takes to set me free..."

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