trip lng...

gusto kong malasing....

• nde dahil sa uulitin lang naman namin ang plant design namin na kung tutuusin e noong nakaraang sem pa namin sinimulan...
• nde dahil sa ang hirap lang naman sakyan nung mood swings nung plant design adviser namin...
• nde naman dahil sobrang stressful ang papalapit na graduation... un ay kung makakagraduate nga ako...
• nde naman dahil sa nawalan na ako ng gana pang habulin pa ang pag-graduate with honors dahil sa reason 1 and 2... nagfi-filing lang pala ako na makakagraduate on time...
• nde dahil sa madami pang kailangan gawin at kakaunti na lang ang nalalabing oras...
• nde dahil sa wala pala talagang kasiguraduhan na i'll graduate on time...

dahil kasi ala lang trip ko lang...

{pro seryoso, nde naman dahil lang sa lahat ng iyan! simple lang, dahil sa lalaki! naman! hindi! although all of them could be reasons or at least part of why i want to get wasted... but maybe i just miss that kind of feeling... of being NOT in control... of being "free of pretensions and/or apprehensions"... maybe i just wanna say/do something but i know is not the "normal me" so at least i have the "i-was-wasted-so-i-don't-know-what-i'm-saying/doing-and-hopefully-i-won't-remember-a-thing-so-don't-remind-me-or-mind-what-i'm-saying-or-doing" excuse. maybe i'm just addicted or i enjoyed the feeling of a different kind of high or sort of freedom alcohol affords me... is it bad?should i be alarmed because i feel this way? the downside however, is when one becomes too wasted or one becomes a spectacle everybody will talk about the following morning. so one should chose who to drink with and their drinking capacities should be comparable to one's own...}

nde q pa nasagot ang tawag ng hp nung isang araw... hirap ng minamalas...
tama na nga angal... nasasayang ang oras...

haaay, buti nalang me naimbentong hotness... at... un lng pla... kakalungkot pala ung iba... ehehe:D pdeng rason pala para uminom ung iba... hehe:D

prang ang sarap tuloy mag-jaipur! waaah! kath, balik ka na! nde ganito na lang pra nde shado sad! bilisan mo jan ha?:D

extended break...

haaaay... (silent pool, coco beach) kakamiss... pati jaipur kahit amoy sigarilyo ako after... i wanna go back! i want to go to white beach naman with mah friends, coco beach with kathie, jaipur with kathie, bohol and palawan with the fam... haaay....

toxic na! grabe...

cute ni hotness tlga...

may nami-miss aq, ba't kaya?... 10...nde kaw!wag feeling!
hinahanap ka ng puso ko, ewan ko ba kung bakit... hindi mo na aq pinapansin...
nde na kita nakikita...sa tagpuan natin tuwing madaling araw... onga pala may girlfriend ka na...
(dalawang tao yan!ahaha) aus!

ummmm....

ok, so maybe my previous post was a bit harsh... but it worked right? or it looks like it's working. sorry if i had to be harsh, but i really got pissed off with the EK, sugarfree etc thing... sorry, i just couldn't help myself... this sort of makes me wonder though, at the rate or intensity of my harshness i really might just end up being part of the NBSB crew... shit! i should be a whole lot nicer or considerate... anybody out there willing to share some sugar and spice and not some grumpiness which i am so full of?! come to think of it... <>

now i must go, for I have a plant design to work on. lots of stuff need to be done in just 4 hours. at least now i think we're making some sort of progress instead of being stuck-up for months in a process flow! so frustrating!

later i'll be somewhere, tom i'll be somewhere again with friends... so far my first time to go out of town with friends (so not related to school, org, etc!)... wish for my safety... :D