lotsa things

starting to feel a lil dizzy trying to do lots of stuff, and thinking about what needs to be done by today, what i need to do tom, etc... whew! courtesy call (ma'am gene and then sir happy), log rep, fax sponsorship proposals, remind acadcomm, what's happenengg (esp engg voice), notes/documents, permits, *breathe!* need to take notes! mahirap na pag may nakalimutan! ehehe:D

miss these people: (HS friends)

Chinky's "instant" bday blow-out! ehehe:D

felt good to hang out with them! simpleng tambay lng sa gitna ng kalsada ng 9pm. aus! "kanya-kanyang session!" nyahaha!:D love you guys! see you this friday ulit?:D hopefully tuloy... yet to ask my mom/dad's permission... hehe:D *fingers crossed*

current addictions

• fly away (longest yard OST)
• blue sky (thanks to cha!)
• ever after
• being tipsy/borderline drunk! (now i know why he likes drinking! share the same sentiments now! nyahaha!)
• hotness hang-over!

damn it! just found out that i got a grade of 2 in sts! damn! so much for hoping for that cum laude! oh well, that's life! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.......... waaaaaaah! sadness......

worse, got an INC in my supposedly last PE! what the heck happened? shocks, thank God for CRS Grades Viewing. or else.... what to do?! sadness...

* if i could fly away, i won't come back * ... sadness...

ending...

the sem has ended. another one's starting, and hopefully my last....

my heart goes out to the following people for being caring, dedicated, passionate.... and something else in between...
ate kim - though it was all a blur for me, thank you for being there. i know you were tired and everything and that you could have left just as easily to rest. you decided to stay... i didn't ask you to (did i?) but you stayed.... thank you very much. and i'm sorry for the added strain i gave you, for tiring you out even more. it didn't occur to me before that we'll be close but then again i am thankful. i don't know (until now) exactly what happened after that last shot of MP, maybe i've said too much which was a given for most drunk people. i kinda liked it though talking non-stop. but anyway, thank you for putting up with me. i prefer listening to people but lately i don't really do much talking of what's inside maybe because i don't even know what's really deep down inside and all i know is that at this point i am sad. nevertheless, thank you for listening... thank you for being a dedicated mommy to us all. i was amazed with your dedication considering that "your time" for showing such dedication to the org has "ended". what i mean by this is that it really was our time (younger members of the org) to do our part. and i am sorry for my shortcomings on that one. and you shouldn't worry if you might be inactive next semester because as what i've said before, you've done your part... we should understand that... and it's now our turn. and as halley always says, belonging is different from being involved (or something to that effect). sad to say, i have my shortcomings on that one. hands down to you ate kim. alabshu!

cy - sorry at naabala kita ng sobra. you were sort of in the "wrong place" when i got drunk. sorry i got you involved pa. kung tutuusin hindi nmn tlga tau close but when i got wasted umalalay ka. thank you. sorry tlga and thank you.

mark san gabriel - tenchu tenchu very much too esp for getting my bag upstairs when i knew i could no longer manage going up myself. and i'm sorry for all the hassle.

riyann - sorry for being too straightforward. that was so tactless of me.

emer - ayos! salamat sa pagsabay or rather pagtatangkang simabay sa akin magswing ehehe:D

to the rest of the gang that i've "disturbed" (some i can't even remember at all):jervik, lynius, angelle, mae, bart, nikki, jake - sorry for all the hassle. either way you enjoyed yourself dn nmn sa spectacle, ayt jake?:D

nikki - CONGRATULATIONS! and thank you very much! you did great! for whatever shortcomings you felt before what you did for this sem-ender more than makes up for them. continue what you're doing and i hope that you can inspire more of your batchmates to be as active and as involved as you are.

appcomm: kenneth, mae, tina, ayza, leian, janelle esp to lila and katre - CONGRATS! and sorry! admittedly though i wanted to be part of this committee so much i wasn't that effective at all.i do hope though that in my own little way i was able to contribute something. again CONGRATS and sorry.

sa food comm esp bryan, mae, angelle, cy, dani, jervik, riyann, fem, bods at ate kim ulit: salamat sa inyo at may masarap na nilamon ang mga tao.
bucks - salamat at kinuha m ang manok sa marikina kahit mag-isa m lng at napagod ka pa dahil dun. thank you for your dedication to the organization. i am amazed at your dedication to the organization and i do hope that it will not falter or fade. i hope you'll not grow tired of this organization.

halley - buddy ko! astig ka! like what i always say to some of my batchmates if it weren't for you we'd be so scared when the time comes that your batch will be the seniors. keep it up! and God Bless!

jake, fem, al, dani, jp, the execomm - CONGRATS! tuloy nio lng. 2nd sem na plano kau mabuti. mabigat ang sem na darating. God Bless you guys!

alumni na nagpunta: ate adi, kuya joe, kuya iman, ate ja, ate mau at kahit sa mga nde nakarating - sa patuloy na pagsuporta sa org!

UP ALCHEMES - my family in UP. without this org my college life will be a whole lot sad. i hope i won't forget to give back something especially financially after i graduate considering what this org has given me. something valueable no amount of money can replace. the lessons, the camaraderie, the experiences, the insights, the passion.... GO UP ALCHEMES!!!!!!!!!